isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?

Just found out all my friends pretty much don’t want to know me anymore…. 
I’m going to a concert with them tonight which i was pretty fucking excited about…
Just found out they didn’t even want me there in the first place

They all bitched about me to each other about how terrible I am?

Well i’ve got something over them

I didn’t go behind there back and bitch

I didn’t act to their face like we where friends and say how much i don’t like them behind there backs

And now i have to pretend that i didn’t see anything, and that i’m oblivious to the fact they all hate me…. Fun. 

FUCKING WEED.

I am so sick of people going on about how ‘rad’ they are because they smoke weed. If use want to do it thats your choice, posting about how much you just smoked and how ‘fucking high’ you are is pathetic and annoying. I seriously can not stand it.

Yes i use to smoke weed, and i hate myself for doing It. It’s pathetic and idiotic, whats the point? Few hours of fun for what? Bringing out mental illnesses, doing stupid shit.

Kids lay off the weed, and eat fucking ice cream.

I burried my best friend on tuesday.

On tuesday the 10th of january, i burried my bestfriend. His name is Tyler, and he was my cat. He was a part of our family, when we ate dinner, there he was with us. He has been with us for 9 years nearly 10. He was so affectionate and loving and i’ll never forget him.

R.I.P Tyler you where a great cat and an amazing friend, i’ll miss your cuddles on the couch. Rest little man, you’re not in pain anymore. I love you <3